A year ago today I lost someone who meant so much to me. He wasn’t in my life for very long, but in that short period of time he made a huge difference, he became my best friend and my boyfriend, I loved that kid with all I had. Yes I made mistakes that I will probably regret for the rest of my life, but unfortunately i can’t change them or even make them right for that matter. I talked to you the day you went missing, you told me you loved me and you wanted what was best for me, then you left. You were what was best for me. No one will understand this isn’t a normal break up those I can handle I lost someone who is never coming back ever. I lost someone I loved with all my heart and in those few months we became something amazing. I remember you never texted me back I figured you just fell asleep and I would hear from you in the morning but I waited that whole day with no response till I found out you went missing. That was the worst feeling in the world not knowing if you were still alive or gone, that week was hell, just to find out you were gone….. I remember that phone call I remember everything I felt and did that week of waiting to find out if you were alive. I still love you so much I really don’t know how I’m supposed to move on with my life cause there just isn’t any closure and that’s what I need and I’ll never get it so I guess I’ll just love you forever.